So these two drawings I made a while ago when my depression really unfolded itself.
I wanted to express the feeling of being lost in life and the kind of mental blackout you get when you think there no way back than to end all suffering and misery.
There's not much that can save you when you are out there, not even the thought of your family, friends or whoever you love.
When I made these I discovered the magic of colorpencils (the foreground is cp and the background is touch), and I have bought some really good ones (Faber-Castell). So now I practice my colorpencil drawing skills.